A Sense of Failure?

Every time I decided to do something, I just dont have enough determination to do it, eg wake up early today to exercise... Instead I woke up later than usual=(

Then, there are many other things besides that. I was enthusiastic to do something for a moment, then I lost interest. Eg I thought of joining volleyball next year, then I thought maybe badminton instead cuz at least I know the basics, then when I realise how bad I am in it, I thought of swimming!! My mum suggested I learn swimming this holiday, then I thought maybe next year I can put swimming under the sports category next year. Turns out mum says it's too rush so I'm not learning swimming now....

I feel like a 5-minute person (dunno got such word in english or not), 五分钟热度, or hangat-hangat tahi ayam. Ugh, why am I so.... hopeless? Maybe I shouldnt plan anything in my life, just go with the flow or something. Sigh..

Hallelujah!!

This is a song from Big Bang and it's really catchy. Though it doesnt sound very pure when Tae Yang sang "I'm falling, I'm falling, falling". Only GD, T.O.P., and Tae Yang sang here.

P.S. This is Iri's OST by the way.

P.P.S. And Iris is a Korean drama, one of the highest budget one, for those who dont know. An action-packed series. I recommend this to those who love action-packed shows and guns. They filmed in Hungary, Japan and China. Cool right?

Last evening, I successfully baked a batch of butter cookies without much help of my mum. Mum only helped me beat the big chunk of butter into smaller pieces and er, cleared up my mess. I wanna thank God, my friends who bake eg Kyleen, Bernice and Elsa, and my family or I wont bother to bake at all. When I saw so many people started baking, I felt I dont want to waste my holiday following the same routine of using the com, practising piano, reading and watching TV everyday so I thought "Why not bake?". My family who tasted the cookies said it was ok. The first cookie I ate was half dry and half moist, but the other cookies I ate were ok though. I took photos of my hard work, but I wont be uploading here cuz I'm lazy...

Hallelujah!!

Maybe baking can be my hobby in the future hmm...

Wassup Everybody!!

Holidays are starting to be a bore lately, I dont do anything worth while. I'm starting to give up on my piano sigh, what with the very fast tempo of the exam pieces. I think I better practise later.

My mum is starting to get hooked onto Korean drama. She watched the remaining episodes of My Princess on Youtube cuz she was impatient to wait everyday to watch on TV. Then she came across some other Korean dramas. Eg Iris. So my parents rented the series and now we are at episode 5. My parents suggested I ask some friends to come over to our house and have a movie marathon. They dont mind renting the movies or series. My dad said last time he had movie marathons with his friends and it was quite fun. They watched TV, cook and eat, watch again, eat etc. So far I only ask Kyleen and Cheryl, but I'm not sure who else to ask. Everybody seem so busy in the holidays. Bernice, Nicole, u guys interested?

I'm taking Chinese for SPM, but the only chinese tuition available clashes with cg. I dont want to put God aside anymore just to go for chinese tuition like I did for these past 3 years. Chinese is not as easy subject, so I will have to take tuition. I really dunno what to think regarding this matter. What am I gonna do? Time passes really fast, I will have to face all of the big problems when school reopens: tuition, being a probate, unending piano exams, and who knows what else. I'm getting very worried now so let's move on to the next topic!

I wanna watch Hunger Games!!! Josh Hutcherson is acting as Peeta. He acted in Cirque Du Freak before. I somehow mixed up and told Kyleen it was Alex Pettyfer who is acting as Peeta. Oh well.. They have quite a few experieced actors and actresses. Eg Elizabeth Banks who is gonna act as Effie Trinket, the guy acting as Cato--Alexander Ludwig acted before in Race to Witch Mountain. Isabelle Fuhrman who acted in Orphan is acting as Clove. If I am not mistaken, Amandla Sternberg who is acting as Rue acted in Colombiana. I hope Hunger Games will turn out to be a good movie.

Bop Bop Baby

This is Bop Bop Baby by Westlife. Today I went to a post office and they have this tv which was playing Bop Bop Baby. It is quite a funny name, I say. Bop means dance to pop songs. Though I dont really know what it really means here.

I think I might start loving oldies again. I was obsessed with oldies a few weeks ago, but the obsession faded away. I never get obsessed with anything long.

Those Kindergarten Days...

I was feeling very restless and bored so I decided to watch the Tadika Grace's Annual Graduation and Concert 2002.

I was so surprised that quite a few people I know at TMN SEA were from Tadika Grace. Eg Aaron Tan (frm my class), Min Yi, Emily Yip, Wei Ning, Ho Jen Wai (Dunno is it the one from our school or not, but then not many people go by that name so maybe it is). Bernice, I saw you too!! Then there are some from my primary school who were from Tadika Grace eg Eunice Ngooi, Wan Qing and Tomoko Chai. I knew Yi Ling from our school is also from Tadika Grace. There are others but I cant remember them at the moment.

Talking about kindergarten, I cant really remember anything from those days. I only remember some friends, maybe a few punishments (some I was asking for it, eg when I didnt finish my homework) and some disagreements among friends. Ah well, when we were younger, we were friends for one day, then for some unknown reason, we were not, then dunno why, we started to talk to each other again. Or at least it happened to me...

I remembered some occasional stuff I did and was quite embarassed with them after that. I wrote a letter to my favourite teacher and she read it in front of the whole class. It was really random stuff I wrote to her. I said I liked that teacher, and I remembered I wrote something about a bag. I wonder whether she still kept the letter or not. Then there was this case my friend and I called a certain teacher stupid (I dunno why I'm writing this, but whatever). This friend of mine told me the next day her mother said we shouldnt call teachers stupid, and she told the teacher we called stupid behind her back that I called the teacher stupid. Come on, I was a kid, dont even know anything really. I got scolding from the teacher of course. I did cry later on.

Once when my grandfather was late to fetch me, my favourite teacher stayed back with me and let me eat a bit of her food. I think it was loh mai kai. I also remember once when the whole class made a lot of noise except the group I was in while the teacher was busy talking with someone outside, the teacher was very angry when she came back. She punished us and the group who made the most noise was the 2nd to go back. Our group, whom are so innocent, was the last to go back. I think we cried.

Kindergarten days were fun, we didnt really think and ponder much, so life was quite simple then. Now as we grow up we tend to think and ponder too much, life gets a bit complicated.

I'm gonna continue watching the annual graduation and concert cuz I wanna see my performance.

GD&TOP - Baby Good Night

This song started with french!! I didnt know until I saw d comments. Guess what? Big Bang won the MTV EMAwards!! They are the only non-American band besides Queen who won the award. GDragon was really sweet when he put the blanket on the girl:)

The Last Day...

Today is the last day of school. Abbey, Elsa, Kyleen, Ly Dion, Nicole, Yee Li and Zoe came to school today. We didnt do much today, so it's kinda boring. We played Uno and Heart Attack for a while, unlike yesterday when Elsa, Abbey, Kyleen and I played almost the whole day. Come to think of it, yesterday was more fun than today. So, basically, we spent almost the whole day talking. We had extended recess cuz the teachers had buffet. Yee Li planted the idea that we also had our share in the buffet cuz there were so many empty plates. I knew that our fantasy of us eating the buffet was ruined when Ms Anne announced that we had extended recess. So we went to the canteen, and I ate fried rice instead of Indian food (buffet).

After recess, we went back to the hall, to find ourselves landed on the job of helping the teachers to clear their plates. Actually, I find those teachers who left their plates around (plus rubbish) quite irresponsible. Anyway, Ms Anne said that we will get to drink the cold drinks after we helped them take their plates and cups into the bilik masakan. All went well until we realised we had to help to wash the plates, wipe them clean and put them back to place. It was quite fun, I suppose, after sitting whole day doing nothing but we didnt get our drinks! We went back to the hall and there was no free drinks in sight. So we went to the canteen and bought our own drinks.

Elsa was playing monopoly with Gayithiri, Lea, Hui Mei etc when we went back to the hall. I watched them play for a while and I learned a bit of how to play monopoly in cards version as Elsa was explaining to me. It is kinda different from the board version.