Feeling... Pessimistic?

I came to blog about what is troubling me but ended up getting sidetracked and giving the events of the day (last post)... Anyway, people think of me as a person who is just so... Like who I am right now, but the truth is, I never really like who I am, it's not like I'm trying to be a wannabe or anything, but I have self esteem issues at times, of who I am as a person. Am I useless? I definitely feel so at times. Am I this, am I that? Just knowing that I am not capable to be someone whom I can be proud of, being disappointed with myself, why can't I do this, why do I fail to do that?, just makes me know I am a failure. Haha, being blessed with so many things, so many chances, but yet?

Eventful Day Tomorrow

Basically, our class was chosen to perform some patriotic songs together with another class tomorrow to celebrate Malaysia Day. We practiced last minute for 2 days, and thank God our class will be facing the teachers when we sing and not the students, or else it will be more awkward... There are quite a lot of people born in September. Bernice, Zheng Yi and Sir are celebrating their birthday tomorrow. My mum's next week :) Gonna bake brownies if possible. It will be my first time baking brownies, looking forward to it, yummy!!! :D